陶喆 - 寂寞的季節 is a song that best describe my feelings right now. All the while, I just ignored my feelings, my thoughts & myself totally. I pay attention to all the things that's surrounding me. My kids & my mother are my top priority after all. I never want to face the reality of my life. I always told myself that I'm happy but deep inside me, do I really a HAPPY person? I was in doubt . . .
Sometimes I just feels that my life are incomplete . . . there are just lack of something. The care & love that I almost forgotten. I've been getting tired of this kind of feeling lately, really tired ... Did you hear me?? I'm TIRED already!!