Location: Living room (i'm typing on my laptop)
Weather: very good weather today...not too warm n cloudy ^.^
Yeah, we going to celebrate Merdeka Day tomorrow. Finally we have reach 50 years anniversary and how time flies ya and i'm already 35 yrs old...hehe and i don't think i can wait to see Malaysia celebrate our 100th Birthday at that time i'll be 85 yrs old ald. Oh, that's too old already, will I still be there ???
This morning my sis in law (Fen) called me. She told me she feels some back pain and since she is ald in her last month of pregnancy. I was so excited that she might born a Merdeka Girl....hehe. I told her, must "tahan" till today's midnight oh..hahaha, so exited! I don't how she feels now...excited + happy + nervous + curious...ahh all the mixed feeling...must be strong n brave ya! I'm looking forward to see her newborn...yeee, can't wait! Khen ald sent her to the hospital and i don't know she is going to admit today or tomorrow...just waiting for her call. I wish her safe-delivery. Mother n baby all healthy.
My life has changed from the last few months. Something that had happened can't be changed and life is not the same as before. Anyhow i tried to get back on feet, try not to think too much. Thinking too much will make me suffer.... i just prayed and hope things will get back like it use to be. I hope he has learned his lesson and changed all his bad habit. Hope he learn to think more wisely and be more mature. My life now filled with the things of my 3 kids....they does make me angry and make me laugh too... but they are still my sweetheart. My everything...! Sometime, i do think of get back to work but, for the time being...i still have to take a good care of them.
I really hope by the day of Merdeka 2008... my life would be better. I want to practise more and become a amateur photographer. Ya, that's a way for me to earn some income...which really might help me a lot in the financial side. I will practise to become a pro before i shot for other ppl. I hope my wish will come true. My family and kids are in good health. I have a very long wish list...hahaha..! Hope it will come true one day! I wish all who knows me happy and healthy.
Good luck ! Happy Merdeka Day ! muahxx!!!